working out life

So, been a while hasn't it, whoops? And this despite the fact that my week at Abernethy really got rid of my lethargy. I think that's what bothers me most about working the long hours- the inability at evening to do anything; not cook, not clean, not read, let alone keep in touch with friends. On top of the wieghed down from work, I'm also feeling a bit weighed down by the battle that is the Christian life. It's a kind of felling of "where do I start", "this battle will be all my life - I just don't have the energy". I really thank God for scripture. For the truths that remind me I am a conqueror. My trials don't have to be a burden. That Jesus has already won the battle foe me on the cross. Wow. Praying that the head truths anchor in my heart....
BUt to my holiday - it was great. I'm so thankful for the fact that mum and dad got the time share up atAbernethy Trust. It's such a great place, and a special place. A place where I fought some real battles, had some hard times as a teenager, but where I really learnt that a life with God is worth it all.We did a lot of hiking and biking. And eating and drinking to balanca it out. And I didn't think about work :-). I long to use my business abilities in a Godly environment. I'm praying God will show me how. And praying for the courage to know and follow his leading.
Anyway, Friday night and after a week of getting up at 5.30, I'm done. How people do it I don't know. And I'm supposedly young....?!