https://eilidhb.blogger.de/ Blogger.de eilidhbelsham 2010-07-23T14:34:11Z en hourly 1 2000-01-01T00:00:00Z https://eilidhb.blogger.de/stories/1669154/ I might be writing this on blogger.de but I'm not even going to pretend that I write a blog. I do however want to journal where I am right now. Today the movers picked up all my stuff. I am left with furniture that will soon not be mine, 3 suitcases of clothes, recycling and a lot alot of dust. When did the adventure start? I'm scared already. Blogger.de eilidhbelsham adventure Copyright © 2010 eilidhbelsham 2010-07-23T14:34:11Z https://eilidhb.blogger.de/stories/1586467/ In so many ways. Wow,18 months. 18 months of auto-pilot, burning myself out. It's still sore. But i've been refined.We go thro the fire for just that. By no means do I mean I have come out pure. But have had more glimpses into God's heart. And that's something that has changed me forever. Might not recognise it day for day. But it's there. So, follow me on my next steps. Leave a "successful" career as a project manager in an internation software company. Start to train as an outdoor instructor.... Blogger.de eilidhbelsham Copyright © 2010 eilidhbelsham 2010-02-22T19:18:14Z https://eilidhb.blogger.de/stories/1200298/ I think I still need to work out what my blog is for... But in the meantime, I found the most amazing verse today. How come I never knew about it?? Jeremiah 31 v3: "I have loved you with an everlasting love, I have drawn you with loving kindness". Wow. God has loved me for ever and will love me forever. Now to try and get my head around that... Blogger.de eilidhbelsham Copyright © 2008 eilidhbelsham 2008-08-17T20:24:17Z https://eilidhb.blogger.de/stories/1171901/ SO, I'm on to a new stage in life.Or rather, back to the one I knew for 25 yrs. I don't feel like I expected. Just flat. And trying not to be sad. And trusting, or rather knowing, this was the right thing and waiting for God to lead me. Blogger.de eilidhbelsham Copyright © 2008 eilidhbelsham 2008-07-08T21:01:12Z https://eilidhb.blogger.de/stories/1168735/ So, been a while hasn't it, whoops? And this despite the fact that my week at Abernethy really got rid of my lethargy. I think that's what bothers me most about working the long hours- the inability at evening to do anything; not cook, not clean, not read, let alone keep in touch with friends. On top of the wieghed down from work, I'm also feeling a bit weighed down by the battle that is the Christian life. It's a kind of felling of "where do I start", "this battle will be all my life - I just don't... Blogger.de eilidhbelsham Copyright © 2008 eilidhbelsham 2008-07-04T21:18:20Z https://eilidhb.blogger.de/stories/1153128/ Finally managed how to create a blog. Ridiculously easy actually. And now I can hopefully stop blog lurking and do a little bit of blogging myself! SO here's me Scottish, tho I do admit to being a bit of a Mischling, living in and enjoying Germany. Working in the software industry. Love the pace, not conviced about the greater good of it.... Christian. (That probably should have gone first!) And so thankful for Grace. But still kind of working it out. Working out life. Figuring out faith. Learning... Blogger.de eilidhbelsham me Copyright © 2008 eilidhbelsham 2008-06-16T20:12:21Z Search this site: q https://eilidhb.blogger.de/search